SORRY -8th monthsary

People say that this is the most difficult word that a person could say to his or her friend, enemy, brother, sister or even a lover. For me, well, I agree with them. Saying sorry to someone is very difficult, indeed.
Now, you might be wondering why I'm saying this to you. It's because I want you to know that when I say sorry to you, I dont say it as if it's only a mere word, but I say it with feelings and meanings.When I say sorry, it really comes from deep inside. Deep inside, meaning, knowing what the mistakes are, which caused your arguements and assuring your partner that you will not do it again. Unlike other people, although not all, they intend to say sorry to their partners so easily. For them, saying that word is just like reciting the ABC's and the 123's. They keep on saying that but, they just keep on doing the same mistakes again. Although I admit, i made you cry twice this year. And for that, I want to ask for forgiveness for my actions. But I think of it this way, yes, I made you cry twice, but it doesn't mean that I made the same mistakes on the second one. But still, i know, I was wrong. Again, Iam sorry.Yet as my partner, you should be open to that. Let us face the truth. We are in a relationship, right? So we expect hardships and trials including the ones that we are recently experiencing which is our arguements. But, also in a relationship, we also learn from our trials. These permit us to be prepared for a much bigger relationship which is a commitment. Although marriage is still a long way to go, but isn't it wonderful if you and your partner planned this already? I mean, this could make us better people when we grow up. In addition to that, we couldn't have reached 8 months without love, faith and especially trust. Can you not see that God choose you for me and me for you because we compliment each other? Well, I guess you do because I can see it in you that you really need me. I don't think that you know of this but I feel very happy and blessed to know that you need me because I'm your life.
Anyway, all I really wanted to say is that when a guy say sorry to his girl, especially when it's me.... he really mean it. I want you to know that saying sorry is not just "SAID" only in words but also in "ACTIONS" and "WORKS" and this letter is a proof to this statements:

I love you SHEDZ and please stop thinking about me leaving you behind. You know why? You once said that I was your heart and that you were my eyes. This statement made my reason to stay even more stronger. Imagine a man without a heart, can he or she live? No! Definitely not! What about a man without eyes, will he or she live? Well, yes of course. but can he or she survive? No way! We can't survive without each other. In fact, haven't you forgotten? Scan the letters that I gave you during our first 3 months. there is a particular line there that states:
" I will always be with you, I will always be crazy for you and I will never leave you".Always keep that in mind.

-POLZ-